Holy cow have I been a slacker this week in the world of blogs. I guess I really didn't have a whole lot to talk about.
I'm going to try to stay very positive from now on. Sometimes I feel bad for the readers of this blog because I think, goodness, they are going to think I'm this horribly depressed and blah person. I promise I'm not really like that at all!
I will say though, before I start my positive thoughts for the day, that I have been dealing with the fact my new Dr. seems to think that the hemorrhage that I had sealed the fate of our twins. All of the information that I have read about dealing with a perigestation hemorrhage, I should have been on bed rest, not been going up and down the stairs, having sex, lifting heavy things.....all of which I had done. I can't help but wonder if I had not done all of the things listed above if things would have turned out differently. I guess we will never know.
So I was suppose to go and get more b/w done on Monday, as per the request from the old OB, to check my HCG to make sure it was down to negative. After my appt. on Monday with the new OB, I decided that I wasn't going to go do the b/w at the old OB. So yesterday morning, I got a call from the old OB asking why I hadn't gotten the b/w done. Of course I told a little white lie and told them I had to go out of town at the last minute.
I went and had it done yesterday morning and I'm still waiting on my results. I got the newbie girl and it took her two sticks and digging to finally get it. Blah. Talk about someone who is not go at her job.
Last night I went to dinner with Samantha at the always yummy Ol.ive G.arden. It was good to catch up. It had been almost 6 weeks since we had gotten together. Of course as soon as I left to drive home it started storming like crazy. I hate driving when it's pouring down rain and lightening.
Tomorrow, Mark and I are going to a birthday party for Olivia. It should be fun and it's suppose to be a beautiful day. I have to make several snack type things to take. I made white chocolate chip cookies yesterday. They are sooo yummy!
Well have a great day! I will come back and update as soon as the old OB calls.
***Edit***
So I called and my HCG is 6.7......UGH! Still positive.
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I feel the same way about my blog, I think I always sound depressed. It sounds like you had a great past couple days. Sorry about the beta level still being positive. Are you gonna get them checked again?
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That stinks! Hopefully they will be down to 0 really soon. I completely understand what you mean about your blog sounding sad and depressed. But that's ok, this is your blog about your feelings and what you're going through. Everything is not going to be happy go lucky all the time and that's ok. This is your safe place to express yourself. Big Hugs to you and DON'T FILTER yourself. This is your safe haven :)
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