I Am So Sick

That is what I read three times today when I went through my medical chart. I could throw up I'm so upset. WHY THE F*CK WOULD YOU NOT TELL ME THAT????!!!!

Baby A only measured 6w4d but still! Baby B was the one who measured 8w4d. They even sent both to be tested along with a perigestational hemorrhage that I had. I was never told any of this.

I am also deficient in Iron and B-12, two things very important in pregnancy. Was never told that either. I'm just at a loss of what to do and where to go.

All of the emotions that I went through 3 weeks ago, I'm going through again now that I know there were two. I can't take much more.

I, from now on, will always listen to what I know in my heart. I knew it was twins from the start (look at my post on March 25th). I knew it was a girl (Look at my post on March 25th) I also knew when something was wrong and that's why I had the 3rd U/S.

I am in a very dark place right now....I sure hope this weekend helps me.