I have gone back to work full time so by the time I get home at 5, play with M, cook dinner, eat, go for a walk, give her a bath, feed her and get her to bed, it's 10 and we're going to bed. It's exhausting.
M is still getting up 1-3 times a night. I'm ready for the day she sleeps through the night. It will makes things so much better for me and Mark.
I have come to the realization that I may have a slight case of PPD (postpartum depression). Mark and I have been fighting to no avail and he says that I am totally different since M was born. It wasn't until last week that it dawned on me that I am dealing with PPD.
I hate to admit it, but it is what it is. I feel like a terrible Mom. I told mark that if I'm not back to my normal self by next month (August) then I will go and see my OB.
Makayla is doing amazing. She will be two months old tomorrow. I have no idea where the time has gone. It feels like yesterday that she was born. She's growing and thriving like a camp. We have her 2 month appt. next Friday and I'm anxious to see how much she weighs now. My guess is she will be around 11lbs.
I will leave you with some pics!
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